Stuff

It's been a while since I've written in here.... a lot has happened. A friend named Sue, who has been in my life for quite some time, has recently showed me what a real friend could be... and it's not her. From 2000 - 2005 her and I were VERY close. We did EVERYTHING together, and were always there for each other. My senior year in high school, I got pregnant... I lost all my friends.. including her. She swears it wasn't because I was pregnant, because she says she was there through the pregnancy, but I remember sitting at my house just wishing my best friend was there...when really she was with her new best friend. It hurt.
Ever since I had my daughter which is almost 2 years now, Sue and I have lost our , once known as, friendship. Now it's "I'll see you sometime soon" but that is rare.

I personally have been trying SO hard to keep this friendship going as long as I could, but it just seems as if she has something to say about things I do in my life, none of which are good. To her, my life is not how it should be... I don't understand that because my life is much better (organized) than hers. I've grown up... she hasn't in my eyes.

I wrote her a email telling her that if she wants this friendship to continue, it has to be up to her because I did my part, and it wasn't working. So I guess we will see what happens.

As much as I just want to let it go, I can't. So much has happened in the years I've known her. She has made me realize so much in life, good AND bad.